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Okay so when eviction day came I didnt wait around til the exact hour for them to evict me forcably, instead I trashed the place a little after packing what I could, had very little energy after that though but still did a bit and then snapped the key off in the door (am I vindictive or bitter?)

Anyway now Im stuck on a sofa in the living room of an ex who I really didnt get on with as she was the only one who could put me up at such short notice and it really sucks, I keep getting threatened by her ex of being thrown out and being woken up by her pet or kid at silly hours in the morning and last night she blackmailed me saying she wanted sex or she’d throw me out and I didnt so thats not going to be fun to go back to, she stayed up til 4am so I got very very little sleep last night and Im just really pissed off, not even able to write half of the stuff ID really like to right now and theres been a tonne of stuff I would have liked to do video reviews for also but thats not possible as she has no internet so I cant do any of that as I can’t transfer the files to upload to the net from pc libraries due to the file sizes of videos…

So where does that leave me now and where do I go from here, its next to impossible to get a home I just have to hope that the country will implode into civil war or insite it or go to jail really, I cant stay here its horrible and I hate it.

I just wish I still had steph, everything would be great with her in my life.



The world ends on july 11th 2012 in the early hours.. or at least I wish it would, as for me thats the day I am officially evicted because of this stupid government screwup where they froze my housing benefits as I couldn’t provide 5 wageslips for working one weekend I was given permission to sign off and work, because it only provided 1 wage slip. There is no miraculous savour for me, no life changing event, just someone slipping away to nothing unnoticed and uncared about. I talk a lot of things in the episode but lets face it I have no energy to fight anymore, a whole week has drifted by where IVe had no energy to do anything, Ive just sat and moped and lost time doing nothing, I dont have the energy to make plans, I just want to die to be honest as it would be over and no more shit to deal with. What good to I have remotely in life anyway, especially after losing my home and everything and everyone I care about.

I wrote to the queen who couldn’t do anything as you’ve seen in another video and number 10 couldn’t even care enough to even give a reply, news organisations want paper trails I don’t keep track of and half of which are between the council and my housing association anyway so I don’t have access to these. I just want to keep my home, but all I get is further depression and less hope. I shouldn’t let new people into my life really, it was a mistake getting close to someone and caring when Im in no state to really socialise on any level.

Ill try to do more video’s before eviction but no promises due to demotivation and lack of energy.



Working at the Isle of Wight festival a lot of things went wrong for me personally, this video details what happened. Theres not a lot about the actual event as such more calamaties that happened to me, but since when was my life ever easy or anything ever go right. Another weeks already passed and I’ve done nothing, feels like Im waiting forever to hear from a friend who might not even message. Sometimes it would be easier not to care and not to feel but I dont have that luxury, unfortunately it matters to me nd if I’ve got close to them I dont want to lose them from my life, especially not over silly reasons



An update to the government rant about benefits and the council and how they have screwwed me and other over as well as nick cleggs plans to legalise all drugs including class A drugs and my opinions on these matters.



In this episode I have a major rant about the state of the uk government and how they are screwwing over people on benefits and in particular how they have screwwed me over.



This video is long overdue as I ran the birmingham half marathon back in 2011 and with circumstances in my life I never got around to asking people for funds for the charities, however I did force myself out of the house to complete the event even though Id stopped training and was in no physical shape which is why I was on pace for the first half and then slowed right off, but ran the final stretch.

Please donate to the charities listed below it would be much appreciated and you really are helping people live better lives and get the medical help and research which both of these charities would benefit greatly from

http://ehlers-danlos.org/index.php/donate-now
Ehlers danlos is what steph suffers from and it would mean a lot to me if anyone would like to donate. http://www.cftrust.org.uk/help/howtodonate/
The cystic fibrosis trust are the company I chose as my charity a long time ago before I ever met steph and had also agreed to run the half marathon for, so if you would like to donate they show you how to via that link

Ive included the footage of me crossing the finish line at the end of the video so you know I didnt just compete I actually saw it through to the end.



Many people seem to think the world is going to end in 2012 so I address some of this in the video and state that perhaps it should mean simply the end of the world as we know it, and that we can all start to make a difference to make things better I mean if you look at how consumerism is failing and all of the big corporations are suffering I do believe its time for something to change.

I created a video taking part in the accent challenge incorporating the words I have seen in seperate challenges that werent always included in others so that I hope this is a fully inclusive version, at least from what I could find at the time of publish, maybe other people will add further words at a later date who knows, I cant exactly create a video based on the future now. I didn’t include the “explicit” version however so that it would remain PG and family friendly. I hope you enjoy and feel free to leave your own versions of this as responses.

the instructions required for the challenge are below
name, username, place

Aunt, roof, Route, Wash, Oil, Theatre, Iron, Salmon, Caramel, Fire, Water, Sure, Data, Ruin, book, boo, Crayon, Toilet, New Orleans, Pecan, Both, Again, Probably, Spitting image, Avenue, Alabama, Lawyer, Coupon, Mayonnaise, Syrup, Pajamas, Caught, naturally, aluminium, gif, jpeg, bitmap, grease, easy, envelope, tumblr, twitter, crackerjack, doorknob, gpoy, owned, pornography, tomato, often, dog, february, leisure, about, process, status, organisation, orange, talk, mobile, idea, dynasty, renaissance, patronise, breakfast, drawer, horror, herbs

Questions:
What is it called when you throw toilet paper on a house?
What is the bug that when you touch it, it curls into a ball?
What is the bubbly carbonated drink called?
What do you call gym shoes?
What do you say to address a group of people?
What do you say to address an individual
What do you call the kind of spider (or spider-like creature) that has an oval-shaped body and extremely long legs?
What do you call your grandparents?
What do you call the wheeled contraption in which you carry groceries at the supermarket?
What do you call it when rain falls while the sun is shining?
What is the thing you change the TV channel with?
choose a book and read a passage from it
do you think you have an accent
do you know anyone on youtube in real life
wizard or vampire
million dollars or million friends,
say something in a second language.
Do another accent.
say 3 words

I made this short video seperately as my other video went a little off track and I just ended up talking about her a lot, so I wanted a seperate apology video stating things I intend to create as video’s while my internet was down and I needed something further to distract me.

In this video I attempt to explain whats been going on in lifes, well one thing anyway thats effected me and made me not update as often as I should or post thigns I was going to post or talk about etc. I cant promise Ill be doing as many videos as I should or frequently, and I will do an apology video with better structure soon

I know I rant on a lot about this and cut it abruptly but my philosophy in life has always been dont just exist, live, and my reason for living has been torn away throwing my life upside down and completely unsettling my world. So I hope you understand.