In this video I attempt to explain whats been going on in lifes, well one thing anyway thats effected me and made me not update as often as I should or post thigns I was going to post or talk about etc. I cant promise Ill be doing as many videos as I should or frequently, and I will do an apology video with better structure soon

I know I rant on a lot about this and cut it abruptly but my philosophy in life has always been dont just exist, live, and my reason for living has been torn away throwing my life upside down and completely unsettling my world. So I hope you understand.